sigh

do you make it your duty to go out with the guy i previously dated?

forget it all.

ever get to that point where you just cant give a fuck anymore?
where you're life is falling apart more, each day that passes?
get's pretty tiring, doesn't it?

pain, without love.

I'm fallin' in love,
But its fallin' apart,
I need to find my way back to the start.

Let me back into your arms.

What happened?

I use to describe my sadness through song/ poem.
And now? I abuse my arms.
So what changed throughout that time? Why does someone feel the need to do this to themselves?
That's a question they need to find within themselves.

That's hot.

Predictability is an understatement

Predictability at it's best, you're a bloody mess.
Drenched in your own atmosphere,
Where lies are constantly tossed about.
Can't decide what's worse.
Gut intuition telling me you we're lieing,
or the fact that it was telling the truth.

Shame.

tears don't always wash away the pain, unfortunatley.

Falling away.

I want to cry,
tears dont want to surface.
running away from this world
seems a simple goal.
as long as there wasnt any heartbreak
in the next world,
I'd be fine.